Chip it up,
This is the first attempt that I have ever taken at a blog. It may prove useful, and it may not. Does anybody really care. If you do not know me, this is TK and I host a teamkevin.podomatic.com on podomatic.com. We talk about God and how important he is to the grand scheme of things. We also talk about skateboarding and how I am boycotting it right now, because of the crap that is going on it right now. Things like outsourcing to China, and the Bro-me system of running the industry into the ground. And we also talk about the government. All of the conspiracy theories as well as the truth that the media decides to keep from us. If you think you know the truth, you are probably more in the dark than you think. I hope to be adding more info for your perusing in the near future, but first, let me clear my throat.
I have been going through some deep soul searching the past few months, and I have realized that I need to kill my ego. If you are not familiar with this concept, google ego, because I am not going to spoon feed you the answers you may need. But I will tell you why and how I am doing this. I have come to realize about myself that I am an arrogant, self-righteous prick. I have allowed myself to hate on everything that either myself or my immediate friends did not accomplish. That means music, videos and anything in between or beyond. It was my close friend Dan Plunkett that pointed out my negativity one day while I was sitting in Atlanta watching some independent shop video. I made a comment about how I liked the "Dolphin's" part and he said, "that is the first positive thing you have said about any video in the past few weeks." It stuck with me, because I realized that he was right and I went on a mission to discover what was causing me to behave this way.
For years now, I have been blaming everyone else for the problems in my life. Things like my stepfather and his constant berating of my life's decisions. Things like my past career as a wine salesman and the companies that did not take care of me when the industry went bad. People like Cheyne, and the crap that he put me and others through when we worked for Fairmont. These are all things that I have been blaming when the truth of the matter is, it is my fault for putting myself in these positions. It was my ego that put up these blaming defense mechanisms and allowed me to create one big snowball of misery for myself. And for that, I apologize to all that I have criticized, hated on or been a dick to for the past 6 or more years.
Why am I blogging this? Who cares, right? I care. I want all of the people that have known me in my life to realize that we can change. We can turn our lives around for the betterment of ourselves, as well as our friends and family. Think about the positive difference that we can have on the world if we are kind to each other and do not negatively criticize each other.
It is time we kill the cliques, and destroy our personal egos, in order to push ourselves to the next level.
Who out there is with me? Let me hear a shout.
I couldn't hear anything, you have to shout louder.
Now go out and make friends. Apologize to those that you have wronged. Skate with someone that you normally don't. Buy a geek a drink. Go to Church and read the bible for yourself. Just do something that is positive for someone else and the joy will come back on you tenfold.
I love all of you and may God Bless You all.
TK